here's the deal with crohn's:
because i am in prolonged, long drawn out ill rather than quick get sick then it's over in done with I end up having to still do the things i have to do when i feel well... like work and socialize... just with the added complexity of doing it sick (bloated, staying close to the restroom, cramps, loud guts, not eating and hungry). definitely not an easy task, but i did make it through college and to 30 fairly successfully. not fun either. so thats what i am faced with this morning. If the world was perfect and a kinder place I would get to stay in bed with a hot water bottle. It isn't.

trying not to be too stressed about it, cause that just makes things worse.


blech.