we are almost mid-feb. this freaks me out.
why? you ask.
1. I have been working on a new version of AP Exam Review and it is going to ship rather soon. It is like... scheme, plan, write, schemeplanwrite, build, coordinate, be nice, explain myself, blahdy blah for the last 5 months with one goal in mind. Now it is going to come and go... and I suspect that I will still be in the same place. only a little wiser. this kind of pisses me of for some reason. I went and looked at salary.com and left work very mad. I am so petty, but the truth is pretty much the only thing that makes me not like my job is what i get paid. I guess I was too used to contracting.. though i haven't done it in close to 2.5 years. The raises were frequent and considerate.
2. I need to plan some vacation and the time for it is approaching. Sitting at home sick the last two day has just reinforced the fact that I need some sort of real vacation. This pisses me off... especially because i never seem to have any money (see complaint #1). I am planning a first visit to las vegas, but want to fit in San Francisco before Jen leaves for London, and New Mexico before too long. I also NEED to go to amsterdam to visit ms. tossey... who always ends up visiting me back here. Also LA to visit brandon.... too many friends living far away. that pisses me off and makes me sad. have i mentioned that i hate planning vacations. my druthers and usual practice is just to buy a ticket and go someplace. just go and do. when other people become involved the planning increases tenfold.
3. we haven't had a really good snow in the city this year. I woke up to snow and snow on the ground and wanted it to keep coming down until seattle is blanketed and the busses can't run and the foolish drivers are made even more foolish by the frozen streets. I want to sled down Republican or Pike on a garbage can lid. It never snows like it used to. nother sad face.
4. Dental Bills. ding. gotta pay to have gold teeth. shoulda never taken up skateboarding in my twenties.
i am a whiney baby. life is so good i could laugh. i am just copping a shitty attitude.
oh.. and then there is this weekend............ grin.
why? you ask.
1. I have been working on a new version of AP Exam Review and it is going to ship rather soon. It is like... scheme, plan, write, schemeplanwrite, build, coordinate, be nice, explain myself, blahdy blah for the last 5 months with one goal in mind. Now it is going to come and go... and I suspect that I will still be in the same place. only a little wiser. this kind of pisses me of for some reason. I went and looked at salary.com and left work very mad. I am so petty, but the truth is pretty much the only thing that makes me not like my job is what i get paid. I guess I was too used to contracting.. though i haven't done it in close to 2.5 years. The raises were frequent and considerate.
2. I need to plan some vacation and the time for it is approaching. Sitting at home sick the last two day has just reinforced the fact that I need some sort of real vacation. This pisses me off... especially because i never seem to have any money (see complaint #1). I am planning a first visit to las vegas, but want to fit in San Francisco before Jen leaves for London, and New Mexico before too long. I also NEED to go to amsterdam to visit ms. tossey... who always ends up visiting me back here. Also LA to visit brandon.... too many friends living far away. that pisses me off and makes me sad. have i mentioned that i hate planning vacations. my druthers and usual practice is just to buy a ticket and go someplace. just go and do. when other people become involved the planning increases tenfold.
3. we haven't had a really good snow in the city this year. I woke up to snow and snow on the ground and wanted it to keep coming down until seattle is blanketed and the busses can't run and the foolish drivers are made even more foolish by the frozen streets. I want to sled down Republican or Pike on a garbage can lid. It never snows like it used to. nother sad face.
4. Dental Bills. ding. gotta pay to have gold teeth. shoulda never taken up skateboarding in my twenties.
i am a whiney baby. life is so good i could laugh. i am just copping a shitty attitude.
oh.. and then there is this weekend............ grin.
thus spake nbp @ 5:31:00 PM
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