it all went off with out a hitch.
very very nice. we have already sold in the neighborhood of 50,000 seats for APER. Which multiplies the users of Apex products by something like 10 times. very exciting to have put it all together.

walked around all day with a virtual gold star on my forehead.

though i did get into a funk today too. don't know why, just felt depressed. not sure i want to think about it too much as i seem to have pulled myself out of it. but i was genuinely sad for about 5 hours today. worried about money, worried about time, worried about the ladies, worried about worrying. i really haven't felt that kind of sad/frustrated in a while. time for vacation. of course i have lots to get done before i actually go... shit, how depressing.

like i said, i don't want to go into it now.

back to the gold star on my head. I am so fawking kewwwwl.

sometimes i want to be back in africa and away from all this. sometimes i wish i didn't have anyone to see, no place to go, nothing but time and space. i am jealous of nate and julie and their new world in the desert. need to get down there.