hey sweetnesses of life.
pisser mood. at least i have my machine up and running. no big deal. just a little fiddleing.
got slammed up against a wall of depression today. sitting at work with no one around. sitting on the bus in nasty traffic. coming home to my nobody but the cats there home. growl. piss. moan. joel stopped by which lightened things up a bit. it is good to see him. but of course i get bummed out cause he isn't at apex anymore. growl.

these things pass.

oh, and it is spring and i want to fall off the pine train into somebody's arms... but i ain't letting anybody catch me these days. what's that all about?