sliding down some slippery work slope.
maybe dave can show me how do a self-arrest thingie.
cause work feels like a big mountain right now.

oh fyi. no need to try to cheer me up or tell me that i am an ok person.
like, i already know that... i am just in a state. i'll get over it. laisse moi.
come on... we all choose our own horrors, and we must exorcise our own demons.

listening to joe henry's new album "scar" and it is growing on me.
ornette coleman makes it more jazzy than the monkey cd... it is turning into my night music of choice. ummm can we consider 5:30 am night? also picked up Spearhead's "stay human" and am enjoying it as well. Franti still does it for me. mmm.

oh. it's friday. my mood is improving already.